You have no idea how your kiss, your touch, and your hugs make me feel. 

I might miss you. But I will always love you. You will always have a special place in my heart. But the game is over. I’m tired of them. If there is no trust or communication nothing is going to work. 

We’ve been going at this for 2 years. I really do LOVE you. But I did lose you once I think I can do it again. But this time there isn’t a 3rd chance. 

I feel anger, hurt, pain, and I just can’t go through this anymore. 

08.21.10 Will forever more be in my heart <3 you were my first love. 

Good-bye<3

When I feel like I can’t be the one to love you anymore… 

It’s the worst pain I ever had. The power and pain of love has its rewards and its downfalls. I always feel like I’m going to lose you </3 But jealously and insecurity just shows and telling the person that they are better than you. 

It is perfectly normal to be jealous of insecure, but you have to catch yourself cause I’m losing someone so dear because I was so insecure. I’m tired of putting him through it, but yes I did have my reasons to feel that way. I pour myself into words hoping someone feels the same way cause I don’t have many people to run too. 

Yes, I depend on him a lot… and I’m just realizing how much I put him through. But it’s only fair now if he puts in the effort to help out in this relationship </3

08.21.10 Only forever<3

I don’t know if us are working out anymore..

You know I try so hard to keep you smiling..

   Cause I love you.

But you know sometimes I have to fall and break down..

I want you to catch me..

   Tell me you’re going to work at it.

I’m tired of having no one to break down to..

You’re the only one I want to see me like that..

    I get so confused when I don’t talk to you for days.

But I don’t want to be the one to always to worry or care..

This relationship has to sides, I can’t keep both sides working forever..

    So tell me what you’re feeling so I won’t be confused.

I don’t want to leave, but I can’t be strong forever.

SO TELL ME JUST TELL ME..

    I know you said, “Don’t be negative :/ I don’t want you to give up on me :/ I love you”

But baby I need you to know I need your help! </3

CONFUSED OVER BEING STRONG.

Being in love is not a game…

Loving someone takes your all…

Love takes both of you to make the relationship work…

A real relationship goes through the biggest fight to the cutest memories…

Love is a wonder and you just have to go through it all before giving up on it…

And I love you till the end of time<3

Why is it that I still fall for you? I just want to go back to being the unbreakable couple. The 2 that always fight for each other. You are always on my mind. And I just seem to not let anyone else love me anymore. Cause I just want you. But let’s just try to forget.

Like all the other teenaged girls we all make mistakes.

I think like every other girl we just want the respect we want from other people.

You may think a girl has attitude, but only cause you treat her like shit.

You may think we don’t care when were’re dying inside for yu to just shut up and love her the right way.

You may think we spend so much money on shopping, but we only do it to look good for you.

We do all those stupid little things just so you won’t go.

But you know now and days getting in bed with a guy is the right thing cause everyone is doing it right? NO! wtf!

All the shit you say to confuse her to loving you and then watch her be pregnant. And once YOUR child comes you leave!

I’m just saying this cause wtf is happening to are generation do you girls have no respect for yourself? Yes, you love him, but if he loved you don’t you think you would wait?

You think having a child when you’re a teenager will make his stay with you forever? Or have a happy life? Umm not really then you complain you can’t be a teen anymore to your parents?

But that’s what life is about. Your imperfact you make mistakes. But before you do all that crap think and actually picture yourself in the future if your gna have a good time with whatever is happening.

I never said I WAS perfact! Shit for all you guys know I am super imperfact! But I do know I wouldn’t want to be carrying a baby for 9 months than later on taking care of it. Of course I would want a baby maybe later on, but I’m still making the right mistakes right now instead of those you wouldn’t regret, but would want it later.

Think twice!

I type the most random shit ever! >.<

Love my lovelYANNIE’s! <3

Peace!

08-21-10</3

All I ever had was love and cared for you! I pour my heart to you and all you did was

break it into the smallest pieces. But the perfact person only could put it all together

again. Someone who loves my flaws, my moodiness, when I have my darkest days,

and just to love me for me. Whoever it may be he will be perfact in my eyes for the

love and care he’ll give me. Cause once you realize you lost someone who just wanted

to be there for you, you will start to regret all the horrible things you did to me. I cry

for the last time because I really do love you. But I would be stupid to wait forever

cause I just can’t be a second choice or someone to fill your broken heart. I will always

LOVE YOU, but it’s time to move on from the past.

You still are my number one. But since you moved on I have to as well. It’s been so long I need to give myself a chance to love again. If you ever been heart broken or hurt by your first love let go by replying I want to hear your stories! <3

08-12-10 was the best day of my life. </3 ended before my eyes

 -Always. Forever&ever-

It sucks cause you miss that person so much yet you can’t have them anymore.